there is greatness in every moment

"I am compelled by some deep hunger of the soul, driven by a desire that will not leave me alone, to live life to the fullest. And I know this does not mean working endlessly, accomplishing the most, or consuming the greatest amount and variety of things and experiences. It means tasting each mouthful, feeling each breath, listening to each song, being awake and aware of each moment as it unfolds.” ~ Oriah Mountain Dreamer


If you are anything like me, what you set out to do on any given day, may or may not be what you are checking off your list at the end of the day. For me, I am living my life in the interrupted moments, rather than in the tasks and planned activities. When you have children ... when you have babies... this is just how it is. Sometimes I need a gentle reminder that greatness is not just reserved for the grand. My accomplishments currently are not really interesting, they do not result in a financial windfall. My recognition and praise come in the form of hugs from little arms, smiles from the faces I know best and frequently a piece of artwork that I display with pride in my home gallery (AKA refrigerator). A lot of my time, day and night, is spent breastfeeding my newest little creation. At three and a half weeks old his schedule is quite demanding. But, I alone am sustaining his life. I am so proud when someone comments that he is getting bigger, that his cheeks are looking chubbier. All of the time I spend snuggling with this little guy and nourishing him from my own body is well spent. It may not be very interesting to most, and I battle feeling shut off from the rest of the world, but then I look at his sweet face and marvel at each of his breaths. This is life. This is living. These moments are mine and his and there is nothing more important, nothing I'd rather be doing.


LOVE...